Living my best life includes breaking away from the people that don’t see anything wrong in their actions; constantly forfeit their true feelings for pride; shift the blame without introspection and refuse to react in love.
Right now I am perched on my toilet seat and I’m dreading the potential damage that I have caused to my face by not removing my makeup before sleeping last night. My thoughts today included affirming that I am enough and I am working towards being love personified. Most things that I do stem from love and if I ever do have a partner, I am not wrong to expect the same amount of effort and love shown back. I refuse to let those incapable of expressing the love that I deserve, dictate my benchmarks/threshold for tolerance and patience with them. My standards are there to be met because they have been compromised before. Today I confirm and remind myself that although love is an integral aspect of a relationship, it is not and never will be enough. Love is radial and is correctly activated in my eyes when it is expressed through gestures, words, actions and willingness. I no longer have time for the love that loves the idea of me and all I am, but rather I hope to attract the love that loves me and all I truly am. I affirm that I am a magnet that attracts fulfilling energy: anybody and anything that truly loves me in the best way will attract itself to me and will stay for however long it needs to. I shouldn’t need to have heated debates over affection or the lack of it thereof. If love cannot be displayed then I can question its presence in the first place. I accept that love thrives in many other places through many other people who are willing to learn me, learn love, express love and thrive in it also.